Recently, I’ve made a big decision to leave that group of friends that was killing me inside.
They shamed many and also shamed me. Made me do work and never ignited any ambition to work at all.
But I’ve never been so lost in my life.
So I’m currently going to classes still. 6 of course.
I go to class, then lunch break then i go home or i meet up with my sister to go out to eat and talk.
On Tuesdays and Wednesdays, I see my boyfriend from 4 pm to whenever he leaves because I have classes from 10 am to 4 pm.
I’ve found an apartment to move into (moving on Tuesday)
My grades are still very good.
I’m in the process of getting 3 recommendation letters for a summer internship that I’ve been trying to get.
Registered for 2 summer courses for the month of June.
I made a few new friends that I talk to nowadays (they’re a lot older than me)
My relationship has been in their ups and downs but i feel like he’s starting to understand love and I’m starting to understand what it means to love a man like him.
My siblings are getting older.
I stopped playing video games, but I plan on going back and possibly stream online and do my blog shows again (i’ll keep you updated)
My Maine trip is still in the process but I’m already happy with it even happening.
But at the end of the day, my life looks pretty prefect for an independent adult.
I’m not as sad as how i used to but why do i feel like my life is so bland.
I think the only thing that keeps me alive nowadays is food, my sister and my boyfriend.
I think that’s okay right?
*Sorry for the no updates, last year has been pretty tough.